Complicated.

My OST.

“Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,

Do you know you’re unlike any other?

You’ll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours,

I don’t wanna ever love another,

You’ll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain, and bring on the thunder”

— Boys Like Girls

Sick lies.

In Honour of LILY.

From my LILY to me (Awww, so sweet!);

Ahhemm..(*clear throat* ) I am here to announced, SHE is now my roommate! da, da da,..(*wedding song playing*) XD  Small intro for her. SHE is a girl who likes to act like a boy. SHE is an adolescence who like claimed herself as a teenager. SHE is a crazy person with lots of emotion. SHE is a lovely person with lots of care. SHE is a popular person with lots of fans. (and i am one of them.). I share everything with her, and now she not only my dear, baby, bao bei, sister, kei jie, mummy, school mate, working partner, toilet mate, car mate, indonesian maid, SHE is also my roommate! Muhahahaha... LILY!!!!!   

OKay.. my goal for this post had achieved. Going to get kill soon by my roommate. Night world. STAY PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!

Shhh.. Oioi lor..(= 

Perhaps, maybe, I do.

If you love someone, tell him or her. 

Forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous. 

What is truly ridiculous is passing up on an opportunity 

to tell someone that your heart is invested in him or her.

"For, it hurts to love in secrecy. 

But fear not to have the 

courage to speak of it.

Therefore, here I go,

telling you words of three.

'I love you.' Sincerely I promise.

And I hardly make promises."

Different Types of Kisses.

1. French Kiss

Probably the most famous kiss there is, the French kiss is an open-mouthed kiss where one person’s tongue touches the other person’s tongue. Also called a “tongue kiss,” the French kiss easy enough to execute, but it can take years to master.

2. Butterfly Kiss

To give someone a butterfly kiss, get close to them so the tips of your eyelashes are touching theirs. Then blink very fast so your eyelashes flutter together like butterfly wings. It’s a fun, cute thing to do while you’re catching your breath from more traditional kisses. You can also give someone a solo butterfly kiss by fluttering your eyelids against their cheek.

3. Single-Lip Kiss

To give someone a single-lip kiss, take one of their lips between yours and gently suck or tug on it. It’s an awfully romantic kiss, and if you do it right, you’ll send tingles up and down your sweetie’s spine.

4. Spiderman Kiss

Based on the kiss in the 2002 movie Spider-Man, the Spiderman kiss involves kissing someone whose face is upside-down from yours, so your top lip kisses their bottom lip and vice versa.

5. Earlobe Kiss

A great kiss to to perform while you’re taking a break from lip kisses, the earlobe kiss involves taking someone’s earlobe lightly between your lips and tugging gently downward. For a more intense earlobe kiss, add a little bit of tongue, or use a gentle sucking motion on their earlobe.

6. Lip Gloss Kiss

This is a fun, flirty kiss for girlfriends to give their boyfriends. Put on a healthy amount of lip gloss or ChapStick, then rub your lips on your partners’ lips until theirs are coated, too. For extra fun, surprise your partner with a sweet, fruity lip gloss flavor.

7. Eskimo Kiss

In an Eskimo kiss, two people rub their noses back and forth against each other. It’s based on real kisses that people in Eskimo cultures give their friends. Just like with lip kisses, Eskimo kisses are best executed with your eyes closed.

8. Cheek Kiss

The cheek kiss is exactly what it sounds like - a closed-mouth kiss against someone’s cheek. Cheek kisses can be used as friendly greetings, flirty thank-you’s or cute, unexpected ways to say good-bye to your boyfriend or girlfriend.

9. Hickey

A hickey technically isn’t a kiss; it’s a red mark (a bruise, really) left on the skin after someone sucks hard enough on it. Hickeys hurt a little to get, but some people think the sucking feels good, especially on the side of the neck. It can be embarrassing to walk around with a hickey, so before you start sucking, get permission first.

10. Secret Message Kiss

In the middle of a French kiss, spell out a secret message with the tip of your tongue against their tongue. It might feel a little funny to the other person, but at least you’ll be getting your message across.

11. Vampire Kiss

The vampire kiss is a deep kiss on someone’s neck that can involve sucking or light biting on the skin. Since some people find it painful rather than sexy, and since the sucking might leave a hickey, always ask permission before you give someone a vampire kiss.

12. Wet Kiss

Wet kisses are any open-mouthed kisses, with or without tongue. A little bit of wetness during a kiss can be sexy, but try not to overdo it: too much saliva is sloppy. Alternate between wet kisses and closed-mouth kisses and single-lip kisses, and be sure to swallow occasionally so you don’t accidentally drool all over your partner.

13. Lizard Kiss

The lizard kiss involves flicking your tongue in and out of your partner’s mouth in tight, quick strokes (picture the way a lizard moves its tongue). This is a silly kiss you can try just for fun, but it generally should be avoided because it feels kind of creepy to get.

14. Air Kiss

The air kiss is a sophisticated gesture you can use as a greeting to your friends and relatives. To give one, rest your cheek against their cheek and make a kissing sound with your lips.

15. The Biting Kiss

The biting kiss is a more aggressive form of the French kiss. Like the French kiss, it’s open-mouthed and incorporates tongue, but as you pull back, your teeth lightly grab onto your sweetie’s tongue for just a second. Try it once and see how your partner responds. Some people love it, but others think it’s painful or weird.

16. Angel Kiss 

To give someone an angel kiss, kiss them very gently on their eyelids or on the spot right next to their eye, using just your lips. It’s a very romantic way to wake someone up or say goodbye.

17. Neck Kiss

After French kissing for a while, some people mix it up by trailing their mouth down and “Frenching” the other person’s neck. To execute a neck kiss perfectly, go light on the saliva, focus on the motion of your lips, never stay in once place for very long and never suck hard enough to leave a hickey.

18. Jawline Kiss

To plant a jawline kiss on someone, give them a firm kiss on the bottom of their jaw, right where their face meets their neck. If they respond well to it, make a path of jawline kisses up to their ear and give them an earlobe kiss.

19. Breath Kiss

The breath kiss is a fun, silly kiss that’s almost more of a game than a kiss. To do it, open your mouth, inhale deeply and lock lips with your sweetie (like you’re performing CPR). Slowly exhale into their mouth while they’re inhaling, “passing” the breath to them. Without moving, slowly inhale while your partner exhales. Keep passing the breath back and forth until one of you runs out of breath or you both erupt in giggles.

20. The Love Kiss

Finally, the love kiss is any kiss that you give while thinking tender, loving thoughts about your partner. You might not realize it, but your kissing style can be influenced by whatever’s on your mind. Smooching with love on your mind will make your kisses extra soft and sweet. Whether it’s on your partner’s mouth, neck, ear or forehead, the love kiss is the most romantic kiss you can give.

Shortening Miles.

You're like my personal brand of heroin.

Ça fait mal.

Ça fait mal, mais c'est la vie.

已经不再需要了。

I guess there is really no good in you anymore.
I've fought with her so many times just to prove her wrong,
and yet after so long,
You had to prove me wrong that
it was never meant to belong.

Perhaps all this while she was right.
I'm going to stop blaming myself now,
and stop loving you How,
I honestly do not know.

I can't believe all she did was not hit me back for all the times I blamed and scolded her.
But stood there for me; by my side,
allowing me to lean on her; giving me strength to stand again.
I'm sorry but thank you.

And now that I know the truth,
Now that these scars which in turn became wounds again.
Will finally start to heal right.
I hope you'll always be there for me like you were.
You're the strongest girl I know.
In my heart, you will always be because of all the battle scars people can't see.
I'll try and try over and over again to forget.
对不起，我忘了，你已经不再需要我了。

Space Bound.

Yeah the lyrics.

You know who for.

this song's aimed

Right at you.

* and I especially love Verse 3; it's for you.

[Verse 1]

We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn't much

But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us

It's lust, it's torturous, you must be a sorceress, cuz you just

Did the impossible; gained my trust, don't play games it'll be dangerous

If you fuck me over, cuz if I get burnt

Ima show you what it's like to hurt

Cuz I been treated like dirt before ya

And love is evol, spell it backwards I'll show ya (evil)

Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone

It's no one's fault but my own. it's the path I've chosen to go

Frozen as snow, I show no emotion whatsoever so

Don't ask me why I have no love for these mo'fuckin' hoes

Blood suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this

I've tried in this department but I ain't have no luck with this

It sucks, but it's exactly what I thought it would be like tryna start over

I got a hole in my heart, some kind of emotional roller coaster

Something I won't go till you toy with my emotions so it's over

It's like an explosion, everytime I hold ya I wasn't joking when I told ya

You take my breath away, you're a supernova, and Imma...

[Chorus]

I'm a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon

And I'm aiming right at you, right at you

250 thousand miles on a clear night in June

And I'm aiming right at you, right at you, right at you

[Verse 2]

I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you I get the shakes

My body aches, when I ain't with you I have zero strength

There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths

Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks

Gonna be that one, then once we get them it's never the same

You want them when they don't want you, Soon as they do feelings change

It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate

lyrics courtesy of www.killerhiphop.com

I wasn't looking when I stumbled on to you, musta been fate

But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take?

Let's cut to the chase, before the door shuts in your face

Promise me if I cave in and break

And leave myself open that I won't be makin' a mistake

Cuz Imma...

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

So after a year and six months, it's no longer me that you want

But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once

I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God

I blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms

Drop to my knees and I'm bleedin, I'm tryna stop you from leavin'

You won't even listen so fuck it, I'm tryna stop you from breathin'

I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you squeazin'

Til I snap your neck like a popsicle stick, ain't no possible reason

I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live

Tears stream down both of my cheeks now I let you go and just give

And before I put that gun to my temple I told you this... (Gunshot)

And I woulda did anything for you

To show you how much I adored you

But it's over now, it's too late to save our love

Just promise me you'll think of me everytime you look up in the sky and see a star cuz Imma...

[Chorus 2]

I'm a space bound rocketship and your hearts the moon

And I'm aiming right at you, right at you

250 thousand miles on a clear night in June

And I'm so lost without you, without you, without you

[End]

The mean cycle of life.

Lady.

“A lady’s imagination is very rapid; 

it jumps from admiration to love, 

from love to matrimony, in a moment.”

— Pride and Prejudice

No matter how ugly you feel about yourselves sometimes, don't put on extra make up or dress a way you're not particularly comfortable with to try to feel more beautiful, because you'll never be truly happy with that. Be patient for the guy who makes you feel beautiful for being just the way you are because in there eyes you're beauty lies in what makes you unique and every little thing in what makes you who you are. So don't change, you're already perfect the way you are and a guy in searching for you right now; Don't make it harder for him to find you by pretending to be something you're not by trying to change your true self.

Sometimes words left unsaid hurt more than words that were spoken.

Parenting; you're doing it right!