Just that way.

Love me without fear. Trust me without wondering. Love me without restrictions. Want me without demand

Reasons to want.

So LILY.

When someone stares at me while I'm eating:

If it’s some stranger:

If it’s my best friend:

When you're in love...

• You have that person in thoughts everyday.
• You make plans and arrangements to spend time with that person.
• You want to make the best day possible when you’re with them.
• You make compromises.
• You can describe them with more then one word.
• You guys fight, but in moderation and come to an agreement eventually.
• You find yourself asking if it’s a dream.
• You want to kiss and hug them forever when you do.
• You feel empty when they aren’t around.
• You try to take their pain away when they’re hurt.
• Tears take first priority when you notice them crying.
• You would spend the night on the phone talking until the daybreak.
• You can’t just end a conversation with just bye.
• You can FULLY trust them without any sort of doubt.
• You can see yourself being with that person for the rest of your life. 

“Sometimes, I think that we waste our words and we waste our moments and we don’t take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.”
— One Tree Hill

Wishful thinking.

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.


35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

My 'person'.

Since it's 2:32am now, I'll just make this a short post.

Someone made someone a really happy girl today. All this while, I've known about my present. A birthday present which was said and described to be a "person" (directly quoting), but only today did I actually see it, or to be exact, take it home. It rode at the backseat, with brother strapping it with the safety belt to ensure its safety home. (How adorable is that! Brother dearest insisted to safety-belt it.)

Want to see my 'person'?

My 'person', which I shall have to think of a nice name for. 

Should it be a girl? or a boy? TEEHEE!

Thank you so much Phil, for the lovely gift!

Now I seriously feel that my birthday gift to you is insufficient! GOSH!

I LOVE YOU!

Hence now my silliness unleashed.

From 2010 to 2011.

Meow.

Jobs.

Three apples changed the world. One seduced Eve, one fell on Newton and the third was offered to the world, half bitten by Steve Jobs

 

It is weird how people start only appreciating or acknowledging the existence of someone incredible and talented such as per say Jobs. What I can say is at least, while the person is still alive now, perhaps your loved ones, the people you care about, appreciate them. Tell them how much they mean to you. Sing it, Write it, Draw it, take a picture perhaps. 

Why hesitate on showing love?

What do you have to lose? whose loss is it really? 

So here's to a brilliant man. You will always be in the hearts of all those who cherish you.

RIP Jobs.

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”— Steve Job

 

I'll go the miles for you!

"Oh-well" life.

Mermaid vs Whale.

A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was “This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?”

The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: 

“ Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness.

They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia.They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires. 

Mermaids do not exist. 

But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish?They would have no sex life and could not bear children.Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad.And, who wants a girl that smells like fish by his side? 

Without a doubt, I’d rather be a whale. 

At a time when the media tells us that only thin is beautiful, I prefer to eat ice cream with my kids, to have dinner with my husband, to eat and drink and have fun with my friends. 

We women, we gain weight because we accumulate so much wisdom and knowledge that there isn’t enough space in our heads, and it spreads all over our bodies.We are not fat, we are greatly cultivated. 

Every time I see my curves in the mirror, I tell myself: “How amazing am I ?! “

My new adult.

Remember that day?

The time we sat at the opposite sides of the class room, with our English tutor at the front. Me, sitting beside Penny and it was her birthday and all, then we changed places to T2 and T3, or was it T1? The memory's a little blur. T2 on the right side of the room. That was when I so happen sat next to you. You looked so cute and innocent! TEEHEE! Then the next moment we were in Joe Joe's class, and were sitting together again. I never regretted going for (lunch?) makan with you after that. Since then, I don't think we were ever apart. Well except for the time after the 'dead end' incident. THANK GOD it was only temporary! I can't imagine not having you around! If I were a guy, you would so definitely be my girl. Although now even as a girl, you're my girl. Thank you dear for being in my life! For all the times we did assignments together, rushing to print, and then after presentations we'd go for a BIG MAKAN. I will miss the times you had your ex-baby with you, because it gave us more opportunity to take pictures together. Almost everyday? or almost everytime we're together! Our dates; cinema dates, shopping dates, ASSIGNMENT DATES, photoshoot moments, hanging out in the car and staying over at your place and then my place.

I LOVE EVERY BIT OF YOU! LILY!

You are always my daughter, bestfriend, sister and secret lover! 

And at this very day, on the 4th October 2011, you're gonna be my new adult!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!

Wishing you all the BEST life has to offer!

May you smile always and if you ever don't, remember that I'm here for you.

Happy 21st Birthday Miss Woo! 

我爱你！

“The chief beauty about time is that you cannot waste it in advance. The next year, the next day, the next hour are lying ready for you, as perfect, as unspoiled, as if you had never wasted or misapplied a single moment in all your life. You can turn over a new leaf every hour if you choose.”

—	Arnold Bennett