Where did the word "FUCK" come from?

Long time ago in England, 
a couple could not have a sex without a written permission from the king 
(Except if she/he was a member of the royal family). 
So if someone wanted to have babies, they will go to the king to ask for a written permission. 
The king then gave a kind of pass card that must be hung on the bedroom door when they had a sex. 
The card read “F.U.C.K.” (Fornification Under Consent of the King).

Letters put together.

Miss you, want so much to kiss you.

So I will blow kisses, and set them to the wind.
Hoping they find you, where ever you may be.
Hoping they land softly upon your lips, and chin, and jaw and neck.
Kissing you just the way I would if you were near.
Raining down upon you to drive the blues away.
Wrapping you in warmth, and everything good.
I pray my kisses find you well.
If not I pray they make you smile.
I will send plenty aloft.
Taking flight on the wind, my kisses searching.
My kisses finding, my kisses soothing.
So again I say; miss you, want so very much to kiss you.

________mydarkdirtysecret

Tiring fall.

To think that all this while I thought falling was painful,

but the fact is that it is more tiring than one being in pain.

Questions to ask,

or rather a question...,

"Was the fall in any way epic?"

(Or as I asked my babe, "yao tit dou hou yeng mou?")

The reality of it was..........跌倒到很够力。

The moment that came to me at that moment was a scene where the theme song of the character was playing and the hero was trotting down the isle in the moment and all of a sudden he trips and fall and the background theme playing will just abruptly stop. 

Seriously standing there in an awkward stance.

Then ended up walking in an awkward stance.

Lastly jolly skipping up and down stairs so grand.

What a day today was.
Whatever shall I compare thee to?

I still have a phobia which I've just developed just recently.

Wonder how ever will I get rid of it.

I guess until I get my assignments done, I will never know.

So cheerio to thee,

Smile because tomorrow will be a better day.

Believe it. (=

Our norms, or is it?

“We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves.” -M.Manson

__This is what people are being accustomed to.

__But is this the norm that we are suppose to live up to?

__However standing up to what you believe, people say you're just retaliating or you know nothing whatsoever of the matter and immediately ignored or some punished for it.

__So what is this society that we live in?

__What thoughts are they putting into our heads?

__Beauty? I know not of its meaning anymore.

__Innovation? Creativeness? They're all restricted to the limits they bounded our imaginations to.

__What is this word 'Society' that feels so familiar and logical to be in one yet rather illogical seen.

Something agreed on.

My thoughts and of someone most admired.

"The burden of originality is one that most people don't want to accept. They'd rather sit in front of the TV and let that tell them what they're supposed to like, what they're supposed to buy, and what they're supposed to laugh at."

_____Marilyn Manson ♥

Tired.

“Are you ok?” 
“Yeah, I'm tired.” 




(T)orn apart, (I)nsecure, (R)eally faking my smile, (E)xtremely sad, (D)rowning in my tears.

Upside down accident.

Human banging car.

Yes. This is the what I'm about to write about today.
A homosapien with rather longish hair and a slender body had slammed itself into my vehicle.
There's really nothing much to say about this, it's just that, my car WAS stationary and it is just shocking how someone would run across and ram straight into my ride.
Yes. It was powerful because we felt the quake-like feeling.
I hope that homosapien is as much hurt as my car is. Maybe a concussion because my ride is dented.
Yes it could be said as as evil thought. But it's either that or........

Anyway, there is lots I want to tell you my dear Mirror.
I've missed you. And my fingers point to ignorant people for being there but not switching off the modem when there's a thunder storm. Aren't you people educated? If you weren't told of this, perhaps it is forgivable.
Otherwise..........

Yes, there're lots of dot dot dots in my post today.
So, not breaking this 'trend' today, I shall end this with fare...well.
Cheers!

For you V-day people.

A pair of mating damselflies forming a heart shape when mating.

Truth is.

I'm not perfect, I make mistakes, I hurt people, 

but when I say sorry, I mean it.

People say what people say.

"If you obey all of the rules, you miss all of the fun."

- Katharine Hepburn

"The rich girls steal. The pretty girls lie. The smart girls play dumb. And the dumb girls spend their days trying to be all of the above."

- P r e t t y  L i t t l e  L i a r s 

"Live in the sunshine, swim the sea, drink the wild air…"

- Ralph Waldo Emmerson

"We don’t need to have just one favorite. We keep adding favorites. Our favorite book is always the book that speaks most directly to us at a particular stage in our lives. And our lives change. We have other favorites that give us what we most need at that particular time. But we never lose the old favorites. They’re always with us. We just sort of accumulate them."

- Lloyd Alexander 

Hormonal.

(from left to right)

serotonin - happiness, satisfaction

dopamine - love, passion, pleasure

acetylcholine - learning, memory, dreaming

Emoticon Domo style.

Domo-kun! xD

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An urge.

An urge to take a puff now.

The cup's half full now.

Stumbled upon this picture today.
Yeah, I know right? My first impression after reading that was like "Aww... ='( "
But this somehow seemed like a wake up call for me.
FYI, for those who hasn't been with me this whole day, I was rather down in the dumps. Felt rather depressed and with no aims or reason for living.
But I'm thankful I went online and went picture surfing.

Yes. I'm not homeless, I'm not alone, I'm not loveless. I have a family that would comfort and be there for me. I have an awesome mommy who would take me out to have some shopping therapy when I'm down. I have an incredible daddy who knows I have a sensitive nose and help cleared up my room because it has been vacant for God knows how long I've not been home. I have people around me who actually cares about me. I have people who are willing to wipe my tears. Friends who are willing to spend their resting hours on the phone with me to hear me out.

Why am I still ungrateful? 

Do you know what I should be doing?
I should be accepting all those kind generous deeds and smile.
Take things as they come and not give up just because other people are having more fun, or because people ignore you. If they really are ignoring you then hey, they're not worth the wait. No person who cares about you will leave you there to wait for them with your hopes up and just on a thin thread that they might just cut at anytime or even break because you waited that long for them.
Be thankful for what you have. This might not be for some of the people reading. But it's definitely advice I should take myself. (though it's hard taking advice from one's self.)
Smile. Because you're worth it.

The toughest.
It's hard to get over my late babygirl. And even harder when people you like and care about shoot you straight and tell you to just get over it. At times like that I do wish that person would be in my shoes to feel the feelings I'm feeling and even the mere word or thought of her would make me cry. But you know what? You're right. I should start to get over her. And I will try.
Nothing's ever easy, 
but if you don't try, 
nothing will never happen.

Sonnet #148

O me! what eyes hath love put in my head
Which have no correspondence with true sight:
Or if they have, where is my judgement fled
That censures falsely what they see aright?
If that be fair whereon my false eyes dote,
What means the world to say it is not so?
If it be not, then love doth well denote
Love's eye is not so true as all men's: No,
How can it? O how can love's eye be true,
That is so vex'd with watching and with tears?
No marvel then though I mistake my view:
The sun itself sees not till heaven clears.

O cunning Love! with tears thou keep'st me blind
Lest eyes well-seeing thy foul faults should find!

10 reasons to smile. (+1)

• It makes you attractive.
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• It changes your mood.
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• It is contagious.
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• It relieves stress.
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• It boosts your immune system.
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• It lowers your blood pressure.
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• It releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin - natural antidepressant.
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• It lifts the face and makes you look younger.
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• It makes you seem successful.
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• It helps you stay positive.

And an added 1 :
Chinese New Year coming. 

A should smile occassion since you're getting alot of Ang pao(s) !

*Ang pao meaning 'red (ang) packet (pao)', a monetary gift which is given during holidays or special occasions.

So, wishing all those who celebrate Chinese New Year a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Just do it.

Inspiration is for amateurs. The rest of us just show up and get the work done. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightening to strike you in the brain, you’re not going to make an awful lot of work. 

-Chuck Close