正在一个女朋友。

 

Being a girlfriend. 

Being a girlfriend is not just about being beautiful and attractive for your guy. It’s not just about letting him chase you, letting him do sweet things every time you’re mad at him and not just receiving flowers and gifts during your anniversaries. It’s not about doing those girly things just to get his attention and not just about feeling mighty every time he did everything you want. It’s also being an emotional partner wherein you support him in every opportunity that he takes, you appreciate everything that he does for you and you thank him for doing it, you remind him on the things he must do and what he must not. Just because you know that you can always keep him on his feet, doesn’t mean you can manipulate him. You understand him not just as a partner but as individual too. you help him in every way showing him, that in a relationship, there’s no “I” or “you”, there’s only “we” and “us”. You know also that a man has their ego, and even when it become a little irritating sometimes, you still understand that it’s a part of his nature. A girlfriend is not just a term, it also has responsibilities that every girl must know. You’re a friend, a sister, a second mom, a teacher, and a best friend.

Til the end of me.

   

A little piece of art.

When an artist wants to show you their art

or a writer wants you to read what they’ve written,

it’s quite often an expression of trust.

Because a poem or a story or a painting are often things that come from the heart;

little pieces of the artists themselves,

and if they’re willing to share it with you,

you should appreciate it. :) 

More than Heart.

How foolish it is to think that we love only with our hearts. The heart is just an organ with a job to do, a quota to fill. When I love, I don't want to love with a blood-pumping machine. I want to love with every inch of my body. 

I will love you with my knees and my fingertips, with my elbows and my collarbones. With my freckles and my knuckles, my wrinkles and my scars. 

And I will love you with all the spaces in between.

Appreciating.

You won't always find a person that will do everything for you so when you find that person LEARN TO APPRECIATE! because people get tired also.

One life.

“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”

Why Complicate Life? 一K.I.S.S.

When you're missing someone. 一Call

When you want to meet up with someone. 一Invite

When you want to be understood. 一Explain

When you're having questions. 一Ask

When you disagree on something. 一Say it with considerations

When you like something. 一State it

When you want something. 一Work for it

When you love somebody. 一Tell them

Nobody will know what is going on in your head. 

It's better to Express rather than to expect.

You already have the No when you don't say anything, 

So take the risk of getting the Yes.

What do you have to lose?

Make the first move. After all, we have one life.

Don't hold back to only regret.

Keep it simple and sweet. 

A CALL FROM YOU:

Do you know how you make me feel when you call me? It’s like I won a lottery. It’s like I won a million prize. I want to hear your voice more. I want to hear you laugh. I want to hear your stories. 

I want to hear how you say you love me.

Seeing Good from the bad.

Life changes every minute of everyday. You lose friends. You gain friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend and the person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all along that you’ve been loved. You laugh. You cry. You laugh so hard that you cry. You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and you’re glad that you did. You have your ups. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just a big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and glad that you’re you. You love life. You hate life. In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s being thrown at you.

What used to be A Little Bit Of Heaven.

 

I remember what it's like to let yourself feel something for someone else, and to let them become a part of you. I remember what it's like to feel their fingerprints sink into your skin and to feel them linger even if it's been days since their last touch. I remember what it's like to have soft kisses on the cheeks, forehead, and nose as they're being shared in secrecy in the dark. I remember what it's like to have the hand of another nearby, just to reach out and grab when you need a little reassurance. I remember a lot of things about how it felt like, and all the smaller parts that somehow makes a person feel whole. I remember, I remember, I remember.

Smile.

 

Save yourself.

  

Compulsion.

I feel compelled,

to open my eyes to yours.

to inhale what is exhaled.

to watch you in your sleep.

to feel your warmth next to me.

to feel your heartbeat on my bare skin.

to go the less subtle way to just get you to notice me.

to want to be that reason for your smiles.

And you want to know a secret?

Yes, it was a hint.

Alright!

“Never give up. Believe in yourself. Know how great you are.”

— Chris Colfer

xvii.

I don’t love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simple, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way become I don’t know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

Days.

Missing for a few,

But it felt like forever.

Wanting to put it on loop,

Because replay, there will always be time wasted.

Though there wasn't really much done,

Though the sun still shined,

Though walking in rain,

It felt like something some movie would be about.

Missing for a dozen,

That I could never imagine.

I wonder what those days would feel like.

Would it be difficult to accommodate? 

Wish this, here, now, would freeze.

Let me have these few to keep.

Always carrying along side me.

And it would just feel like you.

Hopefully I can retain from breaking down.

Wouldn't want that to happen.

I could just imagine the expressions.

But a hug would be nice.

Today, I will love.

It's our secret.

Pinky swear.

First miles entwine.

True that.

When you really love someone, age, distance, height, weight.. is just a damn number. ♥

One of my favourite days!

29th September 2011;

Was asked out by none other than Pei Xin, which was kind of mysterious, as she's usually not the kind to and especially at that time and date. Was just expecting a catching up, and a tease or two, as she's usually our target for bullying. TEEHEE! So there we were, Ke Xin, Pei Xin, Mandy and I. We went around smelling perfume, basking in some maternity clothings, which we had no idea why. Perhaps it was boredom and just had to find something to do as we were waiting for 3pm to have sushi! 20% off!

Sushi time and we did and said soooo much in that short period, and unknowingly 2hours went by just like that! We had talks about printers [winks], about phone covers and about FISH! Did a little 'acting' scene with Ke Xin (main actress), Pei Xin (director), Mandy (Asst. director), and I (ke-le-fe)! Somehow that lead to so many other stuff and about sewing. Then about boyfriend and girl trouble. 

Seriously love laughing with you guys!

Well after sushi, we kind of pushed around the bill even if the money was on an average basis and everyone paid for their own lovely sushi plate. It, as usual ended up in Pei Xin's hands, but she had to be excused away somewhere as she had a call. So ended up with Mandy paying. Not too long after stepping out of the shop, and there they were!

Christy and Kennie! With a large cake with candles in their hand!

Yes, the bestie; Mandy and I got our 21st birthday surprise! At a shopping mall!

Well it's a first for me, and I think my face was bright pink! And after we had settled down at another shop, thinking back, there were ALOT of people staring at us! Gosh! Really a first and honestly, I never did expected it. So it was really a surprise.

Do not have pictures with me BUT will get them soon!

Really a million thanks to..... 

Kennie papa and darling Christy, for coming all the way from KL for this!
And choosing a delicious Black Forest with Cheese cake!
Pei Xin and Ke Xin! for the lovely joyous 'betrayal'.Not forgetting this almost-but-not-official-21-yet-but-had-birthday-cake-already-birthday-girl-Mandy too! Thank you all for the cake, the presents, and the memory!

PS: Couple who video-ed the whole scene, please do not upload it in Facebook or Youtube! *blush*! Though I doubt that you'll actually be reading this. 


PPSS: Dear hope you're not 'pantang' with the red for your name. Just felt like putting red because you've been wanting RED! 

Wondering if there are anymore surprises heading my way. Will tell you if there are!

Would you smile with me?

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though its breaking

When there are clouds in the sky, youll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You''ll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, whats the use of crying?

Youll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile.

Thats the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying?

You''ll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile.

More please.

You make me smile like the sun,

fall outta bed.
Sing like a bird,
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record,
Crazy on a Sunday night,
You make me dance like fool,
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold,
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile.