Why will you not unfold yourself to me?

Dear you,

It has been raining since we last met.

As though the heavens know

that my heart is adrift.

To find a soul so beautiful,

and not being able to be yours,

when all I want is for you to be mine.

Nothing in this moment could be as excruciatingly painful.

Maybe in time I have become wary and worn of the games of the heart.

And I shan't partake in giving similar doubts and aches to another.

..hoping one day to be treated equally.

You; are the first I knew exactly - "it's you"

I want nothing more than to shout it to the world that you're my person.

I want nothing more than to be close to you, even if it's not to hold you.

To give you all the love in my heart.

To everyday, paint a smile on your face as you do mine effortlessly.

To be your comfort place.

To be everything you need.

..but for now, this burning love will just set ablaze in my heart.

Burning only myself in the wait, 

as periodic tears puts it out,

I hope you'll come to see and feel as I do you 

before my fire turns to coal.

For now, pretence should be my best of friend.

To wear a mask that conceals my passion for you - until a time you unfold yourself to me.

Dear self, take heart. 

Old Fashioned.

 

I think old fashioned is cute. I think kisses on the cheek and forehead, actual dinner dates, and asking someone out in person is so precious. I don't think the guy should always make the first move, but I feel as if it's cuter if the guy asks out the girl rather than it being the other way around, because i's been like that for so long. I liked it when guys actually valued their girls and called them sweetheart, and beautiful, instead of babe or 'his girl' like she's a property.

Tomas Skoloudik

 

You're it.

“But if you knew you might not be able to see it again tomorrow, everything would suddenly become special and precious, wouldn’t it?”

— Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

The Painted Drums.

“Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.”

Bath time.

    

Cuteness overload!

Why Complicate Life? 一K.I.S.S.

When you're missing someone. 一Call

When you want to meet up with someone. 一Invite

When you want to be understood. 一Explain

When you're having questions. 一Ask

When you disagree on something. 一Say it with considerations

When you like something. 一State it

When you want something. 一Work for it

When you love somebody. 一Tell them

Nobody will know what is going on in your head. 

It's better to Express rather than to expect.

You already have the No when you don't say anything, 

So take the risk of getting the Yes.

What do you have to lose?

Make the first move. After all, we have one life.

Don't hold back to only regret.

Keep it simple and sweet. 

Experience please.

“I want to taste and glory in each day, and never be afraid to experience pain; and never shut myself up in a numb core on non-feeling, or stop questioning and criticizing life and take the easy way out. To learn and to think, to think and live, to live and learn: this always, with new insight, new understanding, and new love. “

- Sylvia Plath

True Colours.

“Your blog is your unedited version of yourself.” – Lorelle

‎"Appreciation is a dying art."

It's 6:11am,

Still not asleep.

I need a reason to sleep.

I need to know that everything will be alright.

Smelling the grassy raindrops,

Falling from my window silk.

Slipping onto the tiles of my room.

Flooding in a little at a time.

Wish the thunder would come out and play.

Lighting to give me a hope in its rays.

Rain, wash these sorrows away.

Let me fall asleep, and wake up in a better other day.

I need a reason to sleep.

Perhaps, it would be that it is the only place,

where you and I would make sense.

Then please don't wake me up.

Because I'm going to sleep.

Best and Worse of Falling.

The sun is filling up the room

And I can hear you dreaming

Do you feel the way I do right now?

I wish we would just give up

Cause the best part is falling

Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me

I'm having trouble breathing

I'm afraid of what you'll see right now

I give you everything I am

All my broken heart beats

Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting

For you to take me

You keep waiting

To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening

How long til we call this love, love, love?

-Distance

Back hugs.

I have decided to stick with love. 

Hate is too great a burden to bear.

—  Martin Luther King, Jr.

Hugs from behind.

There's nothing wrong with a normal hug but a hug from behind definitely makes us feel secure and safe in your arms. 

She's been so wary

Always checking each sides

Her views are a 360

Never an angle missed.

Sharp weapons about

From machetes to missiles

More by sore shrewds 

with pens and lips razor sharp.

Then you came along

Sneaking up from behind

Coming at her so sudden

Though she did see it coming.

His body against hers

Holding on so tight

Of course with permission

and for once, a relieved sigh.

For once, there was no worries

For once, it wouldn't stab hard

For once, lips against it were soft

and For once, it felt safe and sound.

It definitely felt like love.

He said he'd do it again

Never to turn those lips to blades

Not ever against her

For he promised more back hugs.

So girl, trust me when I say 'believe him baby.'

Someone.

Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle, but still wants you.

You know it’s worth sticking around when the person you love deals with your flaws no matter what the case is. Even when everything is going downhill that one person sticks by your side, and they will make you feel like they’re not going anywhere, just beside you, That one person who will stick up beside you even when you’re not around, That’s the one worth keeping, That’s the one worth fighting for. That’s the one you wouldn’t wanna loose.

Two weeks to go.

Yummy People.

*om nom nom nom*

Some unsaid words from the heart.

Sometimes i forget to say I love you,                      but I never forget to feel it.