Logic much.

I simply just don't understand some people. Well, if you're going to post something stupid, then DUH, be there expecting the stupidest and utmost sarcastic answer ever. Sarcastic in the sense that some people PUT UP to your crap and pays you attention just so that you do not get humiliated. Simple as that. Ask something dumb, and get a dumb answer for it.

Sigh. Enough about that though. Laughs. Cos I figured that arguing about who being stupider would just make the person arguing just stupid to start such arguments with people who asks them. Won't it? It would be like bouncing a tennis ball on the wall. It just comes back hitting you cos no logic is going through the wall,it. So nuff said. (:

Now what's bugging me is LOGIC. Everything I do just seems so logic but then is said to be illogical and then somehow illogical became logic and then it was wrong. So, I'm lost and officially confused. This world demands alot. And to think, I thought it was simple and people would just live their lives as simple as possible and just either be happy or sad with things and sometimes angry. Until last semester, everything was just too complicated. I felt like a kid LITERALLY growing up and having their perceptions all poked and burst. Balloon's a bust, and nothing shading your sight of the complexity of everything. Friendships were messed up. Relationships couldn't just stay complicated. It had to grow from complicated to something only God could save us from. And everything I believed in and knew and learnt as RIGHT were all WRONG. But is it really? Or am I the normal one and the people who are logic in this world, are actually illogical and that my illogicalness was actually the right logic in my realm? Things are just wrong somehow. Right yet wrong and Wrong yet so right, which totals up being SO WRONG! Gosh. God, save me. Grant me wisdom and understanding. Amen.

Politics.

...and I'm reminded of why I dearly LOVED and HATED politics!

Truth sees.

Truth is the last thing I can take because it's the last thing they took.

but......

Why is the truth, rather than the lie, always harder to believe?


To be delusional or to live in reality?

Sometimes I want to know the truth rather than to live in this delusion. If you give me all the reasons to, I will accept the truth as it is and stop trying. Until then, I won't give up, I'll cling onto every last hope I ever had. The reasons to why I held on to, before me wanting to give up.

But sometimes, I just rather be lied to. I don't want to face the truth no more. Just want to live in my own sweet little tiny world where there's only me and my babies; My triple M's.

_____Mussie(Marilyn)Monroe(Marilyn)Manson.

Remembering it all. Because it's etched here, in this place. Here, my heart, forever.

It's where all my memories are stored.
Sometimes it hurts. Even if it's the sweetest memories ever. But it's the sweet that makes it even more hurtful. Whereas the pain does not hurt that much.

_____Everything just gets so numb.

You can try to control everything in my life. Planning out my life, my courses in life. But this is the one thing I shall be in control of. Who should be with who and what I should just feel like.

The pencil is all you need for a change.

I shall not use a pencil. Or rather, I cannot. For I believe that the pen is what my actions are. 

_____PERMANENT.

Life is just the novel you write on your coffee break. And your novel is just a collection of lies you'd like to remember. And all that you remember, is the distance from here, to then.

...and I lied when I told you I forgot. Or if I ever tell you.  I know it doesn't seem like a big thing but I wanted to tell you the truth and never, ever lie to you.

_____Because that's how it starts.

Wants.

Series. Movies. Food. and you are the only one keeping me from these emotions. I need electricity! No black outs please. Or else it'd be my own blackout too. This is my distraction. My only thing to continue getting through this though I just can't. Somehow everything has a new definition to itself now. Die Hard. I wonder is this really the end. I wonder if there's any other possible chance. Well I guess it's all stuck in my head and answers I shall never have.

Whatever this is.

If you heard a crack, 

Not to worry.

It's just my heart breaking.

Birthday Massacre.

The Birthday Massacre.

Love the MV.

The music makes my heart go to a heart-bang mode!

All these broken pieces left unglued

Should never find their way

Into the hands of someone like you

I'm in the dark

I'm alone around you

I've never been here before

Nobody here to get me through

Oh I'm in the dark

Every minute shed is never mine

Frozen in this fog and hiding

Every second in time

I'm in the dark

I'm alone around you

I've never been here before

Nobody here to get me through

Oh I'm losing my faith in every way

It points to you

Oh I'm in the dark

I'm alone around you

Oh I'm in the dark

The more bleak the day

The less I behave as if

Everything black can wash away

Why can't I just trade a dream for a way

To peel back the shade behind the gray

I'm in the dark

I'm alone around you

I've never been here before

Nobody here to get me through

Oh I'm in the dark

Independence screams!

It's finally the last day!

My final paper was at 4.00pm today! 

and it's done! DONE! (:

Happy Independence day to you and me.

SCREAM Holiday like you mean it!

Cheers! 

kthxbai.

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Illusions.

“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.”

- Orson Welles

That's what it is.

Dreaming is just dreaming. 

Without taking chances, action, risking vulnerability again and potential rejection you will end up dreaming for the rest of your life.

Everything in your life is a mirror of who you are and how you feel about yourself.

Love and be loved.

 “Most people have a harder time letting themselves love than finding someone to love them.” 

- Bill Russell

Pithiness.

"Photograph: 

A picture painted by the sun without instruction in art." 

- Ambrose Bierce

I just love one of my friend's posts. 

He's so inspiring and creative at the same time.

He's funny, witty, and just adorable!

....here's some of his photography.

And the captions which captures my heart aside from the pictures!

Just as much as I enjoy photography and poems, quotes, proverbs, sayings,etc.

I just simply love all these. Enjoy (:

Fly with me.

The paper swan counts - not months;
but moments, & has time enough.
You are always on my mind...
all I wanna do is count the days,
where are you now? Fly home.

I really wish you would stay but what can we do,
fish gotta swim, birds gotta fly -
all the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you,
& I anticipated the day that you will come home.
So we can fly together again,
as each of us are angels with only one wing,
& we can only fly by embracing each other.

No matter how far you are,
no matter how long it takes.
& if you have to fly a million miles,
I will wait a million days to see you smile,
- through distance and time.

The quickest way to receive love is to give, 

the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly; 

& the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

The city of angels seems empty and lonely tonight,

all the people in the world & you can still feel lonely.

What's the point of having it all without the person you love?

Sometimes you just need to start again, in order to fly.

Just because you see me love another person,

doesn’t mean I ever stopped loving you -

it just means I’m tired of waiting for you to say "I love you."

It's funny how when someone says they love you, you can't feel it, 

but when they say they don't love you anymore, you do feel it.

Saying "ily" is a fucking way of telling someone,

you love them so much that you can't waste two more seconds of your time,

to put the rest of the letters.

The worst feeling is being forgotten, 

by someone you will never forget.

There will always be people who will hurt you...

You always need to continue trusting, but just be careful.

No matter how much you tell yourself you're over someone, 

your heart knows the truth.

All people smile in the same language.
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect,
it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
Be happy. It's one way of being wise.

People love others not for who they are,
but for how they make them feel.
Smile - It's the second best thing you can do with your lips.
and it makes life more beautiful.

There comes a time in life,
when you have to let go of all the pointless dramas,
& the people who create it & surround yourself...
With people who makes you laugh colorfully.
Life is like a rainbow,
you need both the sun & the rain to make its colors appear.

In order to have friendship,
you must look past the color to the soul,
because within the soul lies a rainbow of many colors.
Smile & laugh as much as you breathe,
& love as long as you live.

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer.
To suffer is to suffer.

To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer.
But suffering makes one unhappy.
Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness.

When life gives you lemons,
rip the lemons apart,
& jam the wet ends into someone's eyes,
that'll teach that fucker,
& turn that fake smile into a whimsical laugh ;D

The toughest mathematic question ever known to man
- but I figured it out anyway ;D

I was never meant to play the music in your heart :)

Do you really mean it, when you say you love me?