3 things.

In a relationship I only want 3 things; 

Eyes that won’t cry, 

Lips that won’t lie and 

Love that won’t die.
❤

Mimesises.

Cynthia Nelms

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.

Dale Carnegie

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.

Carl W. Buechner

They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel.

W. Somerset Maugham

It is salutary to train oneself to be no more affected by censure than by praise.

David Borenstein

Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions.

Sydney J. Harris

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.

David Weatherford

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

Jean de La Fontaine

Sadness flies away on the wings of time.

Jim Rohn

The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.

David Grayson

Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.

Helen Keller

Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it.

Carl Jung

There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

William Shakespeare

I had rather have a fool make me merry, than experience make me sad.

Colette, The Last of Cheri

I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer.

Sidney Madwed

You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.

Roy Batty, Blade Runner

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain.

Christina Georgina Rossetti

Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad.

R. W. Dale

We ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness.

Brian Andreas

She said she usually cried at least once each day not because she was sad, but because the world was so beautiful and life was so short.

African Proverb - However long the night, dawn will break.

Believe.

Doubt your doubts and believe your beliefs, 

never believe your doubts and never doubt your beliefs.

Vanquishing potions.

In the midst of darkness, one would find a torchlight to brighten the way.

In the midst of dryness, one would seek water to quench that thirst.

In the midst of awful tears, one would hide in ice cream and chocolates.

In fear of the boogeyman, one would hold on tight to their bolster or soft-toy for security.

In silence,  one would seek music to fill that silent void.

In lonely nights, one would seek their tears as comforting ways of expressing what's in their hearts.

In times like these, 

all a person wants to do is to find something to vanquish that fear, that lonely silence, that dark.

Everyone has their own ways of 'vanquishing' their demons.

What's yours?

A mother protects her child from the fears. Telling stories that all will be good. Tales where the boogeyman ends up not scaring her baby anymore. No more monsters in the closet. An imaginary tale; rather than having fears and countless tears every night that makes a mother broken hearted. Comforting the heart of what it fears. Even by means of vanquishing the logic; vanquishing the fear inside, hopeful for sweet dreams to come to the child. So that a mother may smile upon the child's smiley sleeping face at night.

 

At night upon sleeping, with having vanquishing thoughts; multiple imaginary thoughts, the guilt of having your own comfort being upon that of others, hurts. Words can be as sharp as swords that can piece through anyone's buttons. Tears from which you can't see and tell their reasons of existence shall only be for that person to know. And I can tell you that, not every vanquishing potion is as easy as it seems. It gets harder depending on your demon. And if you don't succeed, you'll end up getting hurt everything it resurfaces; reoccurs. Tears, I call upon thee. Help erase these memories of the scars set here by those done so willingly. 

Thanksgiving.

❤   ❤  ❤ ❤  ❤

I am thankful for:

• My family
• My MCD family
• Their health
• My babies; Mussie, Monroe, Manson
• My health and thankful to be able to live another day
• Non oily, spicy, greasy food!
• Music
• My fingers
• Complete body parts
• Caring friends
• Loving lover
• All my dear, darling, baby,...
• BFF & DDF
• My groupmates; previous and current ones
• Clothes
• Laptop
• Internet
• Pictures
• Tumblr
• Facebook
• Twitter
• Movies & series
• Education
• Wisdom
• God; who has never allowed me to walk alone for He is always with me.

❤ ❤  ❤   ❤ ❤

Be thankful for all that you have. There's always light to every shadow. So no matter how bad your day is, how awful you feel for what has gone bad, remember the things that matter and that is still there. Think of your cup-being-half-full-than-half-empty; positive thinking and you'll see things brighter. 

Not enemies.

We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.

难过。

这么办哪？

她生气他了。

我觉是我的错。

不应该玩到这样大。

对不起。

觉的很难过。

对不起。

Music.

'

♡ Life would be a mistake

if without music. ♡

Appreciate.

“We’re meant to lose the people we love. 

How else would we know how important they are to us?”

—Benjamin Button

I've lost you one too many times. I KNOW who you are to me. I hope you do too.

Challenges ahead or even now may seem to be times when we're tested whether or not things are meant to be, but we've been through so much already, I don't think THIS would be a matter, right?

Sleepless Night Activity.

Was having another sleepless night. 

The past few days, was because of being sick. But in 90minutes' time, I will be having a test. 

Hope I'll be able to answer all the questions later. (:

Anyways, was somewhat distracted also by pictures I've seen in other blogsites and networking sites. And I've been reminded so much of how long I've not edited any photos. So, I decided to experiment a little on our recent event together as a family. Was a birthday and farewell party for OKZai. 

Anyways, the results were as such.....

ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━!!!!! 

Overly done? Perhaps. But well, somehow I just like it tat way.

A little oldschool fusion. Teehee!

Anyways, going to prep for exam and wake someone up for maybe a quick breakfast. 

Cherio!

Have a great day (:

Where art thou?

"Just when I need you most, you're no where to be seen," she thought to herself. Where's her knight in shining armour? Everyone wondered where the knight could have gone to. Slaying a dragon? To rescue a damsel in distress? She laid there. Snuggled under her blankie, hoping that maybe, just maybe in dreams her prince charming or knight will come. 

IMY.

I miss you and it hurts. :|

Help.

Keep having migraines these few weeks. 

It's becoming more frequent...til sometimes on a daily basis. 

*Sigh* God please take my migraine away

I'M EFFING TIRED.

• I’m tired of losing friends
• I’m tired of fighting
• I’m tired of being lied to
• I’m tired of drama
• I’m tired of crying
• I’m tired of never being happy
• I’m tired of trying so hard, and have it be one sided
• I’m tired of being bitter
• I’m tired of being used.
• I’m tired of not sleeping.
• I’m tired of missing people
• I’m tired of hiding my feelings.
• I’m tired of missing you.
• I’m tired of trying.
• Im tired of being tired .

 

Give her a break. 

The one little mistake just had to be written in history, 

but the many other deeds just left written on pages with invisible ink.

She make mistakes, and people brutally attack her for them.

What you people couldn't see is that you make mistakes too.

A pain you will not understand.

When you call a girl fat or ugly, it's engraved into her mind. Every insult will stay with her forever, reminding her that she's worthless, disgusting, and unloved. Her mind will be programmed to put herself down, to hate herself and her body. Call her pretty? She'll remember it for a moment. Call her ugly? She'll never forget it. Because she's a slave to the pain that you never even thought about.

Doggie ride.

Lol, I love this picture! The dog’s expression is priceless. “Ima mother fuckin’ stallion.”

I want to ride a dog too.. that’s my dream -__-

the dog’s expression = LIKE A BOSS

Awkwardness.

That awkward moment...

When you see one of your friends like

And you run up to them like

And right before you hug them from behind, they’re like

And then you stop and realize…

 ”I don’t know this person…”

Scream 2011

Whoa. seriously? 

SWEET!

FIVE PEARLS OF WISDOM TO REMEMBER:

1. Money can’t buy happiness but

somehow, it’s more comfortable to cry in a BMW than on a bicycle…

2. Forgive your enemy, but

remember the bastard’s name.

3. Help a man when he is trouble & he will remember you

when he is in trouble again.

4. Many people are alive only because

it’s illegal to shoot them.

5. Alcohol does not solve any problem, but then,

neither does milk.

these hips are big hips.
they need space to
move around in.
they don’t fit into little
petty places. these hips
are free hips.
they don’t like to be held back.
these hips have never been enslaved,
they go where they want to go
they do what they want to do.
these hips are mighty hips.
these hips are magic hips.
i have known them
to put a spell on a man and
spin him like a top

— Lucille Clifton, “homage to my hips”

I think that young men and women are so caught by the way they see themselves. Now mind you. When a larger society sees them as unattractive, as threats, as too black or too white or too poor or too fat or too thin or too sexual or too asexual, that’s rough. But you can overcome that. The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself. If we don’t have that we never grow, we never learn, and sure as hell we should never teach.

— Maya Angelou

“I will never let you fall. I’ll stand up with you forever. I’ll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.”

—	Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

“To different minds, the same world is a hell, and a heaven.”

—	Ralph Waldo Emerson

“How we need that security! How we need another soul to cling to, another body to keep us warm. To rest and trust; to give your soul in confidence: I need this, I need someone to pour myself into.”

—	Sylvia Plath

Phenomenal Woman.

Maya Angelou

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I’m telling lies.
I say,
It’s in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It’s the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can’t touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can’t see.
I say,
It’s in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I’m a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Now you understand
Just why my head’s not bowed.
I don’t shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It’s in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
‘Cause I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

WWE Old School.

Miss all those epic moments of WWF! 


The legends, those in the hall of fame. ORGASMIC! Brock Lesner LOVE! Alot of old schoolies showed up today's WWE show. Even MAE YOUNG! 1st DIVA! And some little divas think that they're all that, but got PWNED by the QUEEN! WIN! 

Wanted to see Hulk Holgan. But too bad he din show up. AND AND AND
RIKISHI --->, but unfortunately.... ahem.


But still enjoyed the whole oldschool moment!

Going to go YOUTUBE surfing for more WWF moments.

LOVE WRESTLING! FTW!

Brock Lesner vs Big Show!
One of those epicness!

And MAE! During her later years.
Honestly they kind of fight still epicly considering their age!
 (and in reverse mode of Mae...)

Can you believe this was her?! 

GO GIRL POWER! 

And even though I still can see JOHN CENA in WWF, still love him to the max!

How HOT is this!

And lastly in the ring itself! (with my other adored legend; THE UNDERTAKER!)

ORGASMIC <3

If only...

If everyone cared and nobody cried, 
If everyone loved and nobody lied, 
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride, 
Then we'd see the day when nobody died~

Done.

 

Says to self : Go to bed! You need the rest. You're sick enough as it is!

Me: But I can't. I had a sudden adrenaline rush, and now I can't go to sleep. 

And tomorrow's MONDAY! D=

It's alright. It's okay. 

Well, here's a kiss, so Good night to you.

Silence.

Silence is a girl's loudest cry.

Your Charade.

I hate to know that I see her hurts and tears. But she won't tell me what or who it's for. And I've to play along in her charade of never ending  smiles. But please know that I am  here for you, and whenever if you want to stop this charade and come clean with all that hurt and all, you know that you can count on me to lend a shoulder or pass you a box of tissue to weep all your heartaches out.

Go get it.

“Success is getting and achieving what you want. 

Happiness is wanting and being content with what you get.” 

~Bernard Meltzer

Stop standing around and waiting for miracles to happen.

If you want it bad enough, you'd just be off now to go make it reality.

Time waits for no man. No man waits for you either.

People may pause, but time still moves.

I want to go up to you and hug you. 

And whisper to you telling you how much I miss you.

And that I'd carry your heart to no matter where I go.

Last Kiss

When you're not here,

I just miss you like nobody's business.

I wish you'd know how much.

I miss you the second I lose sight of you.

You'll know when you're there.

“Love is when you look into someones eyes 

and suddenly you go all the way inside,

 to their soul, and you both know instantly.”

Hold my heart, 

don’t break it. It is yours.

 Ohh, and I want you to know that I love you

Mr FunnyBone Laughs.

Mr Funnybone; my other portal to escape from every other thing that constantly comes to mind and tortures my pure existence. One of the place where I can put a smile on my face and genuinely laugh again.

Acceptance.

Know that you are beautiful, and stop comparing yourself with others.

..and unless you can find someone who looks 100% like you in everyway, then you can start comparing.

If not, it'll just be like comparing and slamming yourself in the mirror as you compare an orange and an apple. Things don't work like that. Mathematics and Physics have even proven it. To make a comparison between two variables who aren't the same, you need to make them the same before comparing. Z-test.

So just start loving yourself and stop being so hard on yourself.

At least, that's how much you owe yourself. That reflection in the mirror won't stab you in the back. And you can count on that. He or She will be the one, who will never leave you. No matter what. 

Smile, you're beautiful!

Falling in love.

“When you want someone who can never be yours, 

it only gives you pain. 

That’s why, be careful in loving someone.”

—Unknown