Respect! I'm following the King.

A visual poem for all. 

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."-Matthew 11:28

All or Nothing.

When I fall in love it will be forever

Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world like this is

Love is ended before its begun

And too many moonlight kisses

Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart it will be completely

Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too

That's when I fall in love with you

You are my someone.

I want someone to play with my hair and draw circles on my back. 

I want someone to cuddle with on cold rainy days. 

I want someone to kiss my forehead softly. 

I want someone to play pretend with. 

I want someone to tell me I'm cute. 

I want someone to hold my hand. 

I want someone to tease me. 

I want someone to hug. 

I want someone.

Rob me of this carnival.

How can one feel so vulnerable yet invulnerable at the same time? 

Is it even possible? To feel strong and yet so weak? Or the matter of fact that that person is merely weak but just acting all tough? Or perhaps that person is just strong, but have been strong for so long that somehow it is now a right time to tear a little? I wonder if you put trust in the wrong place? I wonder if you're relying too much on he r? I wonder if he is toying with your emotions? I'm afraid. I feel pain once again. I'm afraid of losing you. I'm hurting because you are. I feel like you're lying to me. Hiding from me. Too much that you're keeping from me. Should I trust my instinct? They have been wrong. Should I trust my intuition? I've been fooled too many times to even know what's right or wrong anymore. It hurts. It's confusing. I'm lost. Tell me what I should or should not do. Should or should not think. Should or should not say. It's all a mess in my head. I wish I could tell someone about all this. I wish someone would hear what I have to say. But I don't think anyone would understand. There's so much I'm not telling you too. All the thoughts in my head. Perhaps I'm believing too much in other's good. Perhaps I'm just the type so vulnerable that I'd believe whatever you say, even if it was a joke. A sick joke.

I wonder if you feel the same. Is it just me? Or do you too?

I've learnt to trust again, please don't make me lose that, not again.

I don't want to implore, yet there it is again. Distance.

A promise needed to be kept.

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you! - Christian D. Larson

Counting on diamond.

How can a rock stay so strong for so long?
Even after being countlessly run over by cars, lorries and vans.
Squished by feet with boots, shoes and heels.
Hit with infinite salt and waves.

Only those who can and would endure the pressure
will finally turn into a rock everyone wants.
But where do they find the fuel to stay strong?

It's so hard.
Even more so when the ones whom were once the fuel
are now the ones in the driver seats.

No one said it would be easy, but no one said it would be this hard.

I'm just counting on my diamond.

My strength and weakness.

Turn me, diamond.

Bug me birdie.

Recite one to me.

 

Poetry is the song of the heart, molded by the mind.

- Roger W. Hancock -

I can't help it, but I just love poetry and poets. Especially if it were for me. Giggles! 

  

  

  

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

In fact, I love you.

Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten. 

-G.K. Chesterton

Fire.

True Friend.

Blessed New Year!

yet, with that being said........

A new motto for the new year:

Let go of those who bring you down and 

surround yourself with those who bring out the best in you.

I am grateful to everyone in 2011, to those who stayed, but more so to those who left, because if it weren't for you, I would not have learned the stuff I've learnt for the whole year and years before this. To those who stayed, I am grateful to have you around, and that a few events of the year 2011 have taught me to choose the company I keep as well. -Not everyone cares and you just have to go missing temporarily, those who notice you're gone are the ones who actually care about your existence, but those who didn't really notice perhaps just don't really care. I will miss the people I once called friends, brothers, sisters and lovers. But the people I have in my heart now, I know how important you are and the things you have done for me; being there for me in all my tears and laughters. I love you all! The best one is yet to come! 

 

"Life is short, live it. 

Love is rare, grab it. 

Anger is bad, dump it. 

Fear is awful, face it. 

Memories are sweet, cherish it."


--and Baby, I rarely make promises, but I promised you and I will try to grow my wings in hopes that one day you need not carry me anymore. That one day, I will be able to fly side by side with you. Thank you for always being there! 
-Neverfailing-