Dear Future Boyfriend,

Can you see beyond my outer appearance? I’m not just flesh and bones, or just a vase to own. Neither am I shy or seemingly arrogant, or would you know? I have feelings and I’m not so reasons to why I am the way that I am. I hope you can see pass all that, and get to know the real me, that's covered in all that. Dig deep, please. Don't give up on me. I want to see a future for you and me. So please, do come and talk to me and not just comment on my outer appearance. The inner me: "I'll be waiting for you with hugs and kisses."

Love, Me.

Sometimes,dating is like American Idol auditions. The worst ones have the most confidence. - Kelly Clarkson ♥

Balcony's the place.

Standing by the balcony,

Seems like my favourite place these days.

How the cool wind kisses my cheeks.

The beaming lights smiling at me.

And sometimes little droplets from clouds so high.

Standing by the balcony,

thinking of things kept unsaid.

having dilemmas of whether or not.

Wondering about the day,

and the things you left in my head.

Standing by the balcony, today,

my cheeks kissed something different.

Something with streaks so cold on the left,

yet streaks of warmness on the right.

I just stood there staring.

Standing by the balcony, today,

I talked in my head,

to someone who would hear what I had to say.

"I know you love me most,

but I wished that I could feel it more than just think it."

Those words I kept repeating,

perhaps in hope that it would turn to be.

Standing by the balcony,

This heart here aches.

"We'll talk about this tomorrow."

But I said in my head,

"It's okay, I'll just pour it out here instead."

Standing by the balcony.

How could this be?

Just the start, but it feels like the end.

I don't see you.

Perhaps actually, I do. 

Blurry.

Why are you covering your face?

Why from me?

But thank you. 

I did. 

Even if its pain.

Sometimes the best tears are music notes.

 

‎'Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain. But you can't make a rainbow, without a little rain.' 

Makes me Giggly.

xvii.

I don’t love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn’t bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simple, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way become I don’t know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

Days.

Missing for a few,

But it felt like forever.

Wanting to put it on loop,

Because replay, there will always be time wasted.

Though there wasn't really much done,

Though the sun still shined,

Though walking in rain,

It felt like something some movie would be about.

Missing for a dozen,

That I could never imagine.

I wonder what those days would feel like.

Would it be difficult to accommodate? 

Wish this, here, now, would freeze.

Let me have these few to keep.

Always carrying along side me.

And it would just feel like you.

Hopefully I can retain from breaking down.

Wouldn't want that to happen.

I could just imagine the expressions.

But a hug would be nice.

Today, I will love.

It's our secret.

Pinky swear.

First miles entwine.

Dog-lick-cat world.

Wolf you.

It's not about finding someone who won't fight with you or make you sad, or mad. It's about finding the person who will still be standing there wiping the tears away, holding you in the arms after a fight and the one who will never leave, no matter how hard things can get.

True that.

When you really love someone, age, distance, height, weight.. is just a damn number. ♥

Keeping your heart.

It's this here's responsibility to keep this precious heart at hand safe. 

I will keep your heart safe. I give you my word.

I know you will too. You're better than that.

So, don't prove me wrong, please. 

Because this is the first step I'm taking all over again.

Kitten moods. =^____^=

Angry kitten

Sleepy kitten

‘I’m so interested, please continue’ kitten

Fancy kitten

Dancing kitten

Silly kitten

Disagreeing kitten

Ninja kitten

Surprised kitten

*5 more minutes mom* kitten

Kitten meme

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Sup?! Kitten

Sneaky kitten

‘WUT’ kitten

Hyper kitten

Bless this post kitten

And this one just because

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CATS!

Merlin!