“This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something.”
—Elizabeth Gilbert
My little Butterflies.
Sunday, July 24, 2011
A good hurt.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
[B] for Best and You.
You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.
Monday, July 18, 2011
I'm Okay.
天终於亮了吧 背对背的沙发
时针分针和秒针都不说话
我们选择沉默 泪在胃里酸化
还有伤悲但不挣扎
哦 昨夜雨很大 我们没吵架
哦 沉默如刀狠狠划下
就算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦
就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧
泪挺我 不掉落
退到自己最陌生的角落
剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱
现在我 有什么 不Okay
天早就亮了吧 寂寞的双人桌
时针分针秒针还是不说话
自己选择沉默 就当我是哑巴
怕一开口伤太赤裸
哦 昨夜雨没下 我们没吵架
哦 只是伤口还没结痂
就算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦
就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧
泪挺我 不掉落
退到自己最陌生的角落
剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱
现在我 有什么 不Okay
我和你 的爱情 连续剧 的结局
那甜蜜 总属於 男主角的你
我终於 也认清 原来你 早写好了续集
还是你 的 爱情 我已经 没参与
那甜蜜 总属於 男主角的你
她靠近 我离去 随便你 随便你
算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦
就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧
泪掉落 不难过
退到你拥抱围成的角落
你走後是一片天空海阔
现在我 没什么 I m Okay
I m Okay
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Read.
Just because her eyes don’t tear doesn’t mean her heart doesn’t cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Girls Language.
GIRLS LANGUAGE:
- When she stares at your mouth,kiss her.
- When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and don`t let go.
- When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, kiss her and tell her you love her.
- When she`s quiet, ask her what`s wrong.
- When she ignores you,give her your attention.
- When she pulls away, pull her back.
- When you see her at her worst, tell her she`s beautiful.
- When you see her start crying, just hold her and don`t say a word.
- When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
- When she`s scared, protect her and make her feel safe with you.
- When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
- When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
- When she doesn`t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
- When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.
- When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.
- When she grabs at your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
- When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
- When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
- When she looks at you in your eyes, don`t look away until she does.
- When she says it`s over, she still wants you to be hers.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Monday, July 11, 2011
She Fakes So Well.

She fakes oh so well
Behind it all is a story I’ll tell
She never thought she was good enough
She cried so much she became tough
Everyone took advantage of her heart
She felt pain like someone throwing darts
She doesn’t have cuts but battle scars
Everyone distant and seems so far
She had way to many attempts
She gave away love, away she sent
She was sick of life, sick of being abused
She was broken and bruised from the physical abuse.
No one seemed to truly care
Trying to love her became a dare.
She’s scared and afraid of everything around
She’s laughing but slowly drowning in the sound
She feels as if no one is there
Sickening smells of blood in the air.
She feels so ugly like no one would like her.
She kisses so much ass and calls him Sir.
No one knows her hidden story
She looks into the past and everything is blurry.
The smiles she shows one untrue
She needs a friend someone like you.
Her body is beaten and bruised
By many men she’s been used.
Every night she cries her self to sleep.
Remembering the last scar and how deep.
She fakes this so well.
On the inside she’s going through hell.
Help her, don’t make it worse.
Remember her past, try and put her first.
All of her cries filled with misery and sorrow
She’s been rushe to the hospital she’ll be out tomorrow.
Today she cut too deep.
Another night she cant sleep
All of her clothing destroyed and ripped
Once again her stepfather takes another sip.
Another hit, another apology
Another scream of profanities.
She lays there with sorrow eyes
She’s hoping this is her last goodbye.
Living, alive, depression deeper.
God keeps whispering “She’s a keeper”
So many times she could’ve been dead.
So many bad memories in her bed.
The smile you see is one not true.
She needs someone better, someone new
She’ll tell you everything, everything to do
You may feel like nothing special
But you can keep her from hanging over the threshold.
You can be the one there, you can be her savior.
You can be the one to save her.
The one she wants, the one she needs.
You can stop her when she bleeds.
The smile she fakes, the tears she cries.
Makes it easy to see why she wants to die.
She looks so happy but fakes so well.
No one knows she’s going through hell.
You maybe wondering who this girl can be.
You may see this girl daily.
Look at her and you’ll never be able to tell
The things she’s been through put her through hell.
The smiles she fakes
The harsh eternal ache
The sorrow cries
The times she wanted to die.
The meds she took
The times she shook
All the scars
Everything seems so far.
Live her life,
You’ll beg for the knife.
Be there for her
And there wont be another.
She feels alone
In her own depressing zone.

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