Queer nailarts.

R.I.P Octopus Paul.

Paul oh Paul. 

You predicted well.

And built your way up to walls of octo-fame.

Fifa world people shall remember you.

For your precise predictions for winners.

And for losers, well, people just wanted you grilled.

Without doubt, your presence shall be remembered.

R.I.P.Paul.

Source: Read here.

Changes with love.

It's a wonder how a little love can change a person. 

From someone so sharp with words, so muscular and brutal, 

to someone softer and dare I say it, feminine.   

So, love CAN make a person change. 

Flowers.

Roses are withered,

Violets so too.

My heart's in splinters,

With heartaches so true.

What say you?

Do you think we'll still be friends ten years from now? 

                                                                                                      [I hope we do.]

Justin Bieber -related post.

Caution: For Justin Bieber's fans, please do not continue reading. kthxbai.

So I saw this in my friend's blog. And just found it hilarious!

Kind of mean, but hilarious! Well, so apparently he was browsing Youtube, although I had no idea what video he was watching. But anyways, there were...

And one of the comments by the viewer was.....

Comment or vote, on the little emoticons at the bottom after the time stamp if you liked this.

Hope you had a good laugh. (Eventhough it's a little mean) 

Teehee! Cheers! (:

A picture is worth a thousand words. Here's 7.

Now, you're like the soap that my damp hangs can't reach. 

I remember everything that the passing season had to teach.

And no matter how much I try, I'm never in need.

But I think you've refound your will to live.

So this is me blowing my many memories of you away.

I shall be strong so that I can stand alone, along you.

Flying Piggie.

Failure is the compost in which we grow success.

Pigs can now fly. 

So it is official that you can do all things if you just put your heart to it.

Wherever there's a will, there'll be a way. 

Cheers! (:

Room love.

Well if you're wondering what this is, it is actually my room wall! (:

Spot my lovely precious Avril bandana! 

♥ Organized Chaos! ♥

See here now my plushies! 

So here is the full view of my wall. 

Give yourself a big big clap! You've just seen part of the ONE wall of my room. 

Also many thanks to my biggie teddypoo for helping me with the pictures! ...and and and with all the rearrangements of things in the room, and all the clearing of nasty dust-bunnies!

So............... Thanks Teddypoo !! ♥

TeeHee!

Cheers! (:

Cloud Orange.

What's this now?

Well, this is actually the back alley of someone's room. It's ORANGE! Yes it is. The top one was used with some camera setting and thus a slightly tinted colour to it. The sun was so so ORANGE today! And some people wanted pictures! But unfortunately I didn't manage to get the picture of how the light brightened my room with it orangeness! But it shall always be etched in my memory with all the other beautiful creations which I didn't manage to capture in time or just couldn't take it because of some flaws of my camera (I guess). *Douche-face. 

But at least, here's what I managed to get. It's not as orangy as it was. But it'll have to do (:

Cheers! (:

Phobic.

 I have athazagoraphobia; the fear of being forgotton or ignored.

Singing howls.

I guess it's best this way. But my howls, no longer you can see. And guess what, you think you're so awesome but the promises you promised were all broken over and over again. Time after time, repeatedly. I guess my stuffy stuff shall just be between me and I. You know what you did. I know what you did. To break your word for another you made is just messed up. You don't see me doing that. Or is it just me? Am I the queer one? Did I not get THE ULTIMATE memo regarding 'Promises made NOW overrides promises of YESTERDAYS?' Laughs. 

Times with them.

Have been hanging with them-people these days, and loving every moment of it!
From singing to eating to MOVIE-ing! which we did at one of the long forgotten mamak stalls which I have not been to a semester too long. We watched THREE movies continuously at that!

One scary, one horror, and lastly a chick fling thing. Laughs!

Can't wait for more.
Waiting to transfer pictures to laptop and then can upload all those sushi moments! TeeHee!
Cheers!

Boosting Me.

Trying to boost me up again. 

Trying to feel just better than how I do now.

Trying so hard not to break down.

Trying NOT to fall back to noes-ville.

Wishing some things can be undone.

Everyone wishes to have some sort of backspace button, 

...and in times like these, I do wish I had one of those. 

Just forcing those thoughts out of my head. 

[Out with you nasty negative thoughts!] *Screams!

Random Rantings.

80 minutes to my exam. MUET it is.
Hadn't had any sleep. Just wondering what are the possible questions to come out. Honest to say, I am kind of nervous. It's been awhile since I last had any 'public speaking' and impromptu-anything. So trying to get my brain to think critically and bla-bla-blah. Douche face =\

So many things crossing my mind.
Just wondering about you. What would happen in the future and all.
Had my ego and self esteem drastically pulled down, and need something to recharge myself back up!

Plans for today. McD, Sing-K, Sushi King, and pending KL trip.
So many things to do. So little time.

I want shopping therapy! Soon!

Missing Kitty.

Awww-moment!

Was blog hopping and saw this one post from my kitty, whom I dearly miss!

It's been so long since I last chat with kitty! Somehow I 'appeared' in kitty's blog. 

And well, here it is!

Guess which am I. Heee! (:

Love kitty heaping lot! Hope to chat with you sometime soon again.

Miss you. God bless you! 

Cheers Kitty!

Cheers yal! (:

A sure picture.

One amazing and lovely thing about PHOTOSHOP is that you can edit almost any picture in the world. And make SOMETHING out of NOTHING.

The only sad part about this software is that no matter how much you try, 

you canNOT edit the ugliness inside; one's personality.

Cheers! Hee. (:

(一)tive x (一)tive = (+)tive

I believe I'm growing skeptical of cynicism. ♥

Slap and Tickle Ticket.

Mistakes and errors.
It humanized you, and made you vulnerable.
Now people can relate to you.

10.10.10,
3 things of the same.
No more closure of myself to any of you.
I'll just be anonymous and speak my mind to you.
Because all I am is just a lie which you thought were true.

True or false, you and I shall never know.
Maybe to me I will know.
Then I will know.

Story of a Boy.

. ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ .

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

So there's this boy.....

and I would tell you about him,

but then you would fall in love with him too.❥
xoxo

Weird encounter.

Weird feeling it is.
Started with SHOCK,
then ANGUISH of some sort,
followed by little sparks of ANGER,
and now DYSPHORIC. 

Apparently, there is someone who's just bored and thinks that there's nothing else that can be played, and that person just has to come disturb all living things in my room. My triple M's and myself. Well, that SOMEONE, whether with good intentions or not, still..... [coughs]

Throwing stones at my window won't help you gain my attention yo.

Anyways, gonna hit the sacks soon. It's going to be a long day tomorrow, and hopefully I'll get some decent rest today, which I haven't been getting for the past week due to fun, happy, and some saddening, tired occasions. So cherio world!
Cheers to a bright and awesome day ahead! (:

Rules kids don't learn in school - Charles Sykes.

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! 

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. 

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. 

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. 

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. 

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. 

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room. 

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life. 

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time. 

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs. 

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Others which I got from another website while browsing through the book to see more rules.

p.17 In talking about the self-esteem movement Charles writes "Ask yourself if it is better to feel good about your swimming abilities, or to actually know how to swim."

p.63 In response to teenagers who want to save the world Charles quotes P. J. O'Rourke who said "Everybody wants to save the earth; nobody wants to help Mom do the dishes."

p.67 "The Habit of blaming other people for your problems is easily acquired and difficult to shake."

p.73 "A willingness to be offended at the smallest slight is not a sign of superior consciousness -- it is a decision to be a whiner and an emotional bully."

p.90 "There's something ironic about the number of people who are careful to put only low-fat, sugar-free, vegan, whole-grain, organic food into their months and who then turn around and pump raw sewage into their heads."

p.112 Bill Swanson CEO of Raytheon said "A person who is nice to you but rude to the waiter, or to others, is not a nice person."

p.121 Charles ridicules government attempts to fix obesity. "Apparently we're also supposed to assume that youngsters who tune out millions of parents, blow off thousands of gym teachers, and ignore the incentives of being attractive to the opposite sex will somehow listen to the federal government."

p.133 Charles took his family to Gettysburg. He wondered "How in God's name did they ever make this boring? How did our schools decide this wasn't worth teaching and that if it was worth teaching, it should be taught badly, carefully gutted of anything that might capture the imagination of children?"

p.144 "If you have any friends who resent your success, you should recognize this obvious fact: they aren't really your friends in any sense of the word."

Last counts.

452!

That's the last count of it.
And awesomely, I had 3 awesome outings! Glee!
Thanks you all! (:

Natal Finale.

.....and the finale was OSM. So orgasmic that my mood was turned 360degrees!
Feeling so much happy. (and I hope you did too)

And waiting in on the last 7 minutes til midnight. And I'll be oh-so-glad to do the last counts of wishes I got. To keep and cherish til forevermore!

Giving a 1hour allowance, and also for me to go clear up as I just got back from some epic evening!
Teehee! (:

Is love materialistic?

I'm trying not to tear up from other messages I saw.

...just filling myself with all these birthday blessings and love.

It's so hard to do so. 

So caught in between elation and depression.

But I know for your own good, 

I have to let you go even if I hate so much to do so.

What have I done to you? 

I don't want this. 

I don't know what more do I want.

Oh wait. I didn't even know to begin with.

I knew, but because of me trying to be you, I forgot what I wanted and now I can't have it no more.

I dressed up nicely for you.

Planned out how things would turn out.

Plan how I would look like, How you would look like.

And how our date will be like.

But no. Things had to happen and everything changed.

No more fancy frilly top for me.

No more prancing and trying to be a girly girl, just so you can show me off.

No more trying to be an anchovy.

It's all so depressing.

But when I stepped into that shop.

Listened to the song that was playing. 

Looked around at things.

Looked at music albums.

It all became clear, I saw that I loved YOU more than ever.

All I need is you.

But then would you feel used?

As a way for me to get over them? by pouring my love through and to you?

would you feel taken advantaged off? To be used as such a tool.

Would it be so hurtful because after that you see that I'm not loving you for you? Even if I am. Or maybe I'm just confused. I know not what I want. And you were just a shortcut I took because I kept going in circles with the other two roads. And just wanted to get away. To the nearest highway.

But I know I shouldn't want worldly things.

Don't want to be materialistic and so worldly although sometimes I do get tempted.

Does that include love? 

Is love materialistic?

Or is it even love? could it be mere human affection or lust for someone instead of something.

Is that even love? Do I want you meaning that I'm selfish and lustful? Does that mean I'm materialistic now? Fighting with everyone to gain your love. 

Should anyone answer my question. I shall be grateful.

But for now, all of this just queers me to it's fullest.

I shall just be here. WAITING.

Thank you!

....as of counting, it's 335 wishes from midnight until now!
Really happy seeing all those messages and wishes.
All the smses, facebook posts, and inbox messages, even phone calls!
Gosh, I feel so loved! Never really expected so many! ...and am happy and grateful of them!
Thank you!

Natal day.

It's not her birthday, 

...she was just born today. 

Teehee! (: