Condemned to wear the sadness of others.

Don't Forget Me.

Thank you for the memories.

I wish nothing but the best for you.

I'll remember the words you said.

I'll remember your promises.

I'll remember the pinky promise we made.

I just hope and wish that you won't forget me.

Finally after weeks of torment.

Being so numb to everything inside,

The broken pieces inside countlessly stabbing on my very soul.

Thank you, for now I can feel again.

Salty warm streaks of emotions,

falling gently upon these cheeks of mine.

The most relieving emotion I've had.

I guess I can never stop my heart from thinking of you.

No matter how much I stop my brain from doing so.

I'll just have to think of what makes me happy,

and leave it as it is when it tries to become tears.

Don't forget me, please.

You said that there is no forever,

but guess what.

You manage to make it to my forever; my memories.

Something I will not forget.

Someone I will not forget.

Someone who once and still does mean the world to me, even if you are not beside me no more.

Someone who made me the happiest girl ever.

Someone who possessed magic which could magically turn my frown upside down.

I still wish that we could go back to the time we both shared the same breathe of air.

I still wish when we could still look each other in the eye.

I will always be here. 

Waiting.

Perhaps one day, we'll meet again.

Maybe when the day comes, we'll both be angels sitting by the edge of clouds, 

strumming love songs on harps to the world below.

I might never find someone like you again,

but I'm glad that I did know someone like you.

Forever etched.

Some unsaid words from the heart.

Sometimes i forget to say I love you,                      but I never forget to feel it.

Lost please come and be found.

I cant wait to get married because its like a sleepover every night with your best friend.

A good hurt.

“This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something.”

—Elizabeth Gilbert

Happy Birthday DanRad.

23th July : 

Green eyes of yours.

[B] for Best and You.

You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.

Sua máscara um dia vai cair. Afinal, toda cobra troca de pele.

I'm Okay.

天终於亮了吧 背对背的沙发

时针分针和秒针都不说话

我们选择沉默 泪在胃里酸化

还有伤悲但不挣扎

哦 昨夜雨很大 我们没吵架

哦 沉默如刀狠狠划下

就算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦

就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧

泪挺我 不掉落

退到自己最陌生的角落

剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱

现在我 有什么 不Okay

天早就亮了吧 寂寞的双人桌

时针分针秒针还是不说话

自己选择沉默 就当我是哑巴

怕一开口伤太赤裸

哦 昨夜雨没下 我们没吵架

哦 只是伤口还没结痂

就算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦

就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧

泪挺我 不掉落

退到自己最陌生的角落

剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱

现在我 有什么 不Okay

我和你 的爱情 连续剧 的结局

那甜蜜 总属於 男主角的你

我终於 也认清 原来你 早写好了续集

还是你 的 爱情 我已经 没参与

那甜蜜 总属於 男主角的你

她靠近 我离去 随便你 随便你

算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦

就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧

泪掉落 不难过

退到你拥抱围成的角落

你走後是一片天空海阔

现在我 没什么 I m Okay

I m Okay

Read.

Just because her eyes don’t tear doesn’t mean her heart doesn’t cry.  And just because she comes off strong, doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.

‎"One voice can change a room. And If a voice can change a room, it can change a city. And if it can change a city, it can change a state. And if it can change a state, It can change a nation. And if it can change a nation, it can change the world." -Barack Obama

Girls Language.

GIRLS LANGUAGE:

• When she stares at your mouth,kiss her.
• When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and don`t let go.
• When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, kiss her and tell her you love her.
• When she`s quiet, ask her what`s wrong.
• When she ignores you,give her your attention.
• When she pulls away, pull her back.
• When you see her at her worst, tell her she`s beautiful.
• When you see her start crying, just hold her and don`t say a word.
• When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
• When she`s scared, protect her and make her feel safe with you.
• When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
• When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
• When she doesn`t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
• When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.
• When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.
• When she grabs at your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
• When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
• When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
• When she looks at you in your eyes, don`t look away until she does.
• When she says it`s over, she still wants you to be hers.

Pookie bear.

Ezra: How about I start introducing you as pookie bear?
Aria: Hmm, no.

What I wish for is just a position in your heart.

If a girl understands your bullshit, sticks through your mistakes smile even when you've done nothing for her, it's obvious she's a keeper, but it's also obvious you don't deserve her.

Remember ladies, he's not your prince charming if he doesn't make sure you know that you're his princess.

She Fakes So Well.

She fakes oh so well

Behind it all is a story I’ll tell

She never thought she was good enough

She cried so much she became tough

Everyone took advantage of her heart

She felt pain like someone throwing darts

She doesn’t have cuts but battle scars

Everyone distant and seems so far

She had way to many attempts

She gave away love, away she sent

She was sick of life, sick of being abused

She was broken and bruised from the physical abuse.

No one seemed to truly care

Trying to love her became a dare.

She’s scared and afraid of everything around

She’s laughing but slowly drowning in the sound

She feels as if no one is there

Sickening smells of blood in the air.

She feels so ugly like no one would like her.

She kisses so much ass and calls him Sir.

No one knows her hidden story

She looks into the past and everything is blurry.

The smiles she shows one untrue

She needs a friend someone like you.

Her body is beaten and bruised

By many men she’s been used.

Every night she cries her self to sleep.

Remembering the last scar and how deep.

She fakes this so well.

On the inside she’s going through hell.

Help her, don’t make it worse.

Remember her past, try and put her first.

All of her cries filled with misery and sorrow

She’s been rushe to the hospital she’ll be out tomorrow.

Today she cut too deep.

Another night she cant sleep

All of her clothing destroyed and ripped

Once again her stepfather takes another sip.

Another hit, another apology

Another scream of profanities.

She lays there with sorrow eyes

She’s hoping this is her last goodbye.

Living, alive, depression deeper.

God keeps whispering “She’s a keeper”

So many times she could’ve been dead.

So many bad memories in her bed.

The smile you see is one not true.

She needs someone better, someone new

She’ll tell you everything, everything to do

You may feel like nothing special

But you can keep her from hanging over the threshold.

You can be the one there, you can be her savior.

You can be the one to save her.

The one she wants, the one she needs.

You can stop her when she bleeds.

The smile she fakes, the tears she cries.

Makes it easy to see why she wants to die.

She looks so happy but fakes so well.

No one knows she’s going through hell.

You maybe wondering who this girl can be.

You may see this girl daily.

Look at her and you’ll never be able to tell

The things she’s been through put her through hell.

The smiles she fakes

The harsh eternal ache

The sorrow cries

The times she wanted to die.

The meds she took

The times she shook

All the scars

Everything seems so far.

Live her life,

You’ll beg for the knife.

Be there for her

And there wont be another.

She feels alone

In her own depressing zone.

Megan Fox.

“Things you can’t do with your face when you have botox!” - Megan Fox

Complicated.

My OST.

“Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,

Do you know you’re unlike any other?

You’ll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours,

I don’t wanna ever love another,

You’ll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain, and bring on the thunder”

— Boys Like Girls

Sick lies.

In Honour of LILY.

From my LILY to me (Awww, so sweet!);

Ahhemm..(*clear throat* ) I am here to announced, SHE is now my roommate! da, da da,..(*wedding song playing*) XD  Small intro for her. SHE is a girl who likes to act like a boy. SHE is an adolescence who like claimed herself as a teenager. SHE is a crazy person with lots of emotion. SHE is a lovely person with lots of care. SHE is a popular person with lots of fans. (and i am one of them.). I share everything with her, and now she not only my dear, baby, bao bei, sister, kei jie, mummy, school mate, working partner, toilet mate, car mate, indonesian maid, SHE is also my roommate! Muhahahaha... LILY!!!!!   

OKay.. my goal for this post had achieved. Going to get kill soon by my roommate. Night world. STAY PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!

Shhh.. Oioi lor..(= 

Perhaps, maybe, I do.

If you love someone, tell him or her. 

Forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous. 

What is truly ridiculous is passing up on an opportunity 

to tell someone that your heart is invested in him or her.

"For, it hurts to love in secrecy. 

But fear not to have the 

courage to speak of it.

Therefore, here I go,

telling you words of three.

'I love you.' Sincerely I promise.

And I hardly make promises."

Different Types of Kisses.

1. French Kiss

Probably the most famous kiss there is, the French kiss is an open-mouthed kiss where one person’s tongue touches the other person’s tongue. Also called a “tongue kiss,” the French kiss easy enough to execute, but it can take years to master.

2. Butterfly Kiss

To give someone a butterfly kiss, get close to them so the tips of your eyelashes are touching theirs. Then blink very fast so your eyelashes flutter together like butterfly wings. It’s a fun, cute thing to do while you’re catching your breath from more traditional kisses. You can also give someone a solo butterfly kiss by fluttering your eyelids against their cheek.

3. Single-Lip Kiss

To give someone a single-lip kiss, take one of their lips between yours and gently suck or tug on it. It’s an awfully romantic kiss, and if you do it right, you’ll send tingles up and down your sweetie’s spine.

4. Spiderman Kiss

Based on the kiss in the 2002 movie Spider-Man, the Spiderman kiss involves kissing someone whose face is upside-down from yours, so your top lip kisses their bottom lip and vice versa.

5. Earlobe Kiss

A great kiss to to perform while you’re taking a break from lip kisses, the earlobe kiss involves taking someone’s earlobe lightly between your lips and tugging gently downward. For a more intense earlobe kiss, add a little bit of tongue, or use a gentle sucking motion on their earlobe.

6. Lip Gloss Kiss

This is a fun, flirty kiss for girlfriends to give their boyfriends. Put on a healthy amount of lip gloss or ChapStick, then rub your lips on your partners’ lips until theirs are coated, too. For extra fun, surprise your partner with a sweet, fruity lip gloss flavor.

7. Eskimo Kiss

In an Eskimo kiss, two people rub their noses back and forth against each other. It’s based on real kisses that people in Eskimo cultures give their friends. Just like with lip kisses, Eskimo kisses are best executed with your eyes closed.

8. Cheek Kiss

The cheek kiss is exactly what it sounds like - a closed-mouth kiss against someone’s cheek. Cheek kisses can be used as friendly greetings, flirty thank-you’s or cute, unexpected ways to say good-bye to your boyfriend or girlfriend.

9. Hickey

A hickey technically isn’t a kiss; it’s a red mark (a bruise, really) left on the skin after someone sucks hard enough on it. Hickeys hurt a little to get, but some people think the sucking feels good, especially on the side of the neck. It can be embarrassing to walk around with a hickey, so before you start sucking, get permission first.

10. Secret Message Kiss

In the middle of a French kiss, spell out a secret message with the tip of your tongue against their tongue. It might feel a little funny to the other person, but at least you’ll be getting your message across.

11. Vampire Kiss

The vampire kiss is a deep kiss on someone’s neck that can involve sucking or light biting on the skin. Since some people find it painful rather than sexy, and since the sucking might leave a hickey, always ask permission before you give someone a vampire kiss.

12. Wet Kiss

Wet kisses are any open-mouthed kisses, with or without tongue. A little bit of wetness during a kiss can be sexy, but try not to overdo it: too much saliva is sloppy. Alternate between wet kisses and closed-mouth kisses and single-lip kisses, and be sure to swallow occasionally so you don’t accidentally drool all over your partner.

13. Lizard Kiss

The lizard kiss involves flicking your tongue in and out of your partner’s mouth in tight, quick strokes (picture the way a lizard moves its tongue). This is a silly kiss you can try just for fun, but it generally should be avoided because it feels kind of creepy to get.

14. Air Kiss

The air kiss is a sophisticated gesture you can use as a greeting to your friends and relatives. To give one, rest your cheek against their cheek and make a kissing sound with your lips.

15. The Biting Kiss

The biting kiss is a more aggressive form of the French kiss. Like the French kiss, it’s open-mouthed and incorporates tongue, but as you pull back, your teeth lightly grab onto your sweetie’s tongue for just a second. Try it once and see how your partner responds. Some people love it, but others think it’s painful or weird.

16. Angel Kiss 

To give someone an angel kiss, kiss them very gently on their eyelids or on the spot right next to their eye, using just your lips. It’s a very romantic way to wake someone up or say goodbye.

17. Neck Kiss

After French kissing for a while, some people mix it up by trailing their mouth down and “Frenching” the other person’s neck. To execute a neck kiss perfectly, go light on the saliva, focus on the motion of your lips, never stay in once place for very long and never suck hard enough to leave a hickey.

18. Jawline Kiss

To plant a jawline kiss on someone, give them a firm kiss on the bottom of their jaw, right where their face meets their neck. If they respond well to it, make a path of jawline kisses up to their ear and give them an earlobe kiss.

19. Breath Kiss

The breath kiss is a fun, silly kiss that’s almost more of a game than a kiss. To do it, open your mouth, inhale deeply and lock lips with your sweetie (like you’re performing CPR). Slowly exhale into their mouth while they’re inhaling, “passing” the breath to them. Without moving, slowly inhale while your partner exhales. Keep passing the breath back and forth until one of you runs out of breath or you both erupt in giggles.

20. The Love Kiss

Finally, the love kiss is any kiss that you give while thinking tender, loving thoughts about your partner. You might not realize it, but your kissing style can be influenced by whatever’s on your mind. Smooching with love on your mind will make your kisses extra soft and sweet. Whether it’s on your partner’s mouth, neck, ear or forehead, the love kiss is the most romantic kiss you can give.