People won't die, unless you let them.

“You will lose someone you can’t live without,and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. It’s like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly—that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp.”

— Anne Lamott

That's the stuff.

“It’s so EMPOWERING to see so many people learning to love themselves as they are and learning the TRUTH about their bodies. No one deserves to constantly feel unfinished, as if there is always something to work on or fix. Regardless if we are thin or fat we need to let go of the stress that surrounds us and learn to appreciate ourselves and each other”

Hard to pretend.

I could try to pretend that I didn't miss you, 

but I've never been one for lying.

Sometimes tears are a sign of unspoken happiness,

 and a smile is sign of silent pain.

Barbie campaign.

• If Barbie were an actual women, she would be 5’9” tall, have a 39” bust, an 18” waist, 33” hips and a size 3 shoe.

• Barbie calls this a “full figure” and likes her weight at 110 lbs.

• At 5’9” tall and weighing 110 lbs, Barbie would have a BMI of 16.24 and fit the weight criteria for anorexia. She likely would not menstruate.

• If Barbie was a real woman, she’d have to walk on all fours due to her proportions.

• Slumber Party Barbie was introduced in 1965 and came with a bathroom scale permanently set at 110 lbs with a book entitled “How to Lose Weight” with directions inside stating simply “Don’t eat.”

Beauty at its finest.

Your inner beauty never needs makeup.

Freaky searches.

Lunch break.

Lacy smile.

Been dolourous for days,

But no one hears these screams.

That just comes to show

How much a smile redeems.

Away.

I may not be here,

A missing person some would say,

Always being the magician's assistant,

One minute here, and the next away.

Our times, 

Often colliding,

Almost always, in the most inconvenient ways,

Straining all, that the heart cannot keep away.

This moment, 

Similarly to every other,

There's a longing; so strong,

Only to see you; non other.

But like every other moment,

You're not here, and I'm far away,

In this very moment,

Only pictures, 

they will have to do; that's the only way.

Easing this lust,

Easing the pain,

Easing it all,

'til I see you again.

Right time.

Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game but the risk is that you will surely lose the person for a lifetime. -William Shakespeare

I'll take you away.

This distance is sacrilege in its very nature. 

I thought it would be different. 

Needless to say, I thought we were pass all that is. 

But I was oh-so-very wrong.

I  don't like having these emotions in me.

I detest to have to hear your cries.

So silently abused, everything so silently reduced.

Please hold on until I'm done.

I'll bring you to a better place.

I'm now making this my case.

I really want to end their days.

Just so that tears won't fall from your face.

Please be patient.

Try to hang on a little longer.

Don't die on me yet,

cos as long as I'm around, I won't forsake you.

If you have someone, who goes out of their way and do things they usually don't do and say things they usually don't say, keep them. Don't go looking for something better. 'Cause once you do, the moment you realize what an amazing person that person was to you, they've already moved on to somebody else who realized it sooner.

07:43 am.

Going to sleep now. Good morning world. 

Butterflies and People.

Butterflies can't see their wings. 

They can't see how beautiful they are, 

but everyone else can. 

People are like that.

I Carry Your Heart With Me.

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in

my heart) i am never without it (anywhere

i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear

no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want

no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows

higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Your tears make me want to change the world so that it won't hurt you anymore.

Start living.

As you’re reading this, your life’s getting shorter. Its ticking away. I’m not saying this to frighten you. Or even scare you. Though it may. I’m saying this to awaken you. To inspire you. To rise you out of your deep slumber. To really know you wont live forever. To share your unique gifts. To ignite your great inner fire. To ignite your great inner strength. To ignite your great inner light. To shine. Brightly shine. To awaken your great inner beauty. To motivate. Yourself and others. To love. Yourself and others. To paint. To write. To teach. To innovate. To sing. To dance. To care. To feel. To listen. To learn. To laugh. The clocks ticking. The world needs you. Make your move.

Dear you,

Stay Strong.
Learn and Grow.
You're Beautiful, don't ever forget that.
They aren't worth your tears. 
Yes, you can hurt for a little,
but no, you cannot hurt forever.
Don't worry. Be happy. 
Be confident.
Show them what they're missing out on.

Back hugs.

I have decided to stick with love. 

Hate is too great a burden to bear.

—  Martin Luther King, Jr.

Hugs from behind.

There's nothing wrong with a normal hug but a hug from behind definitely makes us feel secure and safe in your arms. 

She's been so wary

Always checking each sides

Her views are a 360

Never an angle missed.

Sharp weapons about

From machetes to missiles

More by sore shrewds 

with pens and lips razor sharp.

Then you came along

Sneaking up from behind

Coming at her so sudden

Though she did see it coming.

His body against hers

Holding on so tight

Of course with permission

and for once, a relieved sigh.

For once, there was no worries

For once, it wouldn't stab hard

For once, lips against it were soft

and For once, it felt safe and sound.

It definitely felt like love.

He said he'd do it again

Never to turn those lips to blades

Not ever against her

For he promised more back hugs.

So girl, trust me when I say 'believe him baby.'

A chance at risk.

Go for someone who is not only proud to have you, 

but will also take every risk and chance just to be with you ♥

Don't be in such a hurry to get into a relationship. Good things take time, and require a lot of patience. When you find your special someone, you want it to mean something. You want it to feel different for once. You can screw something up forever by rushing into it. Go slow in a relationship. The faster you go, the faster it'll end. 

Once you love someone, a part of you always will. It doesn't matter if you're together or not. You'll always be interested in who they're with, and where they're going in life. You'll care about this person, you'll only want them to be happy. Love is not simply something you can erase, no matter how hard you try. And that's okay. 

And just so you know: I'm not perfect but I'll treat you right, I don't look like a model but I'll always make you smile all night.

Ours.

Elevator buttons and morning air
Stranger's silence makes me wanna take the stairs
If you were here, we'd laugh about their vacant stares
But right now, my time is theirs

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves
They'll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury's out, but my choice is you

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don't care 'cause right now you're mine

And it's not theirs to speculate if it's wrong and
Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in
I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you

'Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
'Cause my heart is yours

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
But they can't take what's ours, they can't take what's ours
The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

Respect! I'm following the King.

A visual poem for all. 

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."-Matthew 11:28

All or Nothing.

When I fall in love it will be forever

Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world like this is

Love is ended before its begun

And too many moonlight kisses

Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart it will be completely

Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too

That's when I fall in love with you

You are my someone.

I want someone to play with my hair and draw circles on my back. 

I want someone to cuddle with on cold rainy days. 

I want someone to kiss my forehead softly. 

I want someone to play pretend with. 

I want someone to tell me I'm cute. 

I want someone to hold my hand. 

I want someone to tease me. 

I want someone to hug. 

I want someone.

Rob me of this carnival.

How can one feel so vulnerable yet invulnerable at the same time? 

Is it even possible? To feel strong and yet so weak? Or the matter of fact that that person is merely weak but just acting all tough? Or perhaps that person is just strong, but have been strong for so long that somehow it is now a right time to tear a little? I wonder if you put trust in the wrong place? I wonder if you're relying too much on he r? I wonder if he is toying with your emotions? I'm afraid. I feel pain once again. I'm afraid of losing you. I'm hurting because you are. I feel like you're lying to me. Hiding from me. Too much that you're keeping from me. Should I trust my instinct? They have been wrong. Should I trust my intuition? I've been fooled too many times to even know what's right or wrong anymore. It hurts. It's confusing. I'm lost. Tell me what I should or should not do. Should or should not think. Should or should not say. It's all a mess in my head. I wish I could tell someone about all this. I wish someone would hear what I have to say. But I don't think anyone would understand. There's so much I'm not telling you too. All the thoughts in my head. Perhaps I'm believing too much in other's good. Perhaps I'm just the type so vulnerable that I'd believe whatever you say, even if it was a joke. A sick joke.

I wonder if you feel the same. Is it just me? Or do you too?

I've learnt to trust again, please don't make me lose that, not again.

I don't want to implore, yet there it is again. Distance.

A promise needed to be kept.

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you! - Christian D. Larson

Counting on diamond.

How can a rock stay so strong for so long?
Even after being countlessly run over by cars, lorries and vans.
Squished by feet with boots, shoes and heels.
Hit with infinite salt and waves.

Only those who can and would endure the pressure
will finally turn into a rock everyone wants.
But where do they find the fuel to stay strong?

It's so hard.
Even more so when the ones whom were once the fuel
are now the ones in the driver seats.

No one said it would be easy, but no one said it would be this hard.

I'm just counting on my diamond.

My strength and weakness.

Turn me, diamond.

Bug me birdie.

Recite one to me.

 

Poetry is the song of the heart, molded by the mind.

- Roger W. Hancock -

I can't help it, but I just love poetry and poets. Especially if it were for me. Giggles! 

  

  

  

Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

In fact, I love you.

Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten. 

-G.K. Chesterton

Fire.

True Friend.

Blessed New Year!

yet, with that being said........

A new motto for the new year:

Let go of those who bring you down and 

surround yourself with those who bring out the best in you.

I am grateful to everyone in 2011, to those who stayed, but more so to those who left, because if it weren't for you, I would not have learned the stuff I've learnt for the whole year and years before this. To those who stayed, I am grateful to have you around, and that a few events of the year 2011 have taught me to choose the company I keep as well. -Not everyone cares and you just have to go missing temporarily, those who notice you're gone are the ones who actually care about your existence, but those who didn't really notice perhaps just don't really care. I will miss the people I once called friends, brothers, sisters and lovers. But the people I have in my heart now, I know how important you are and the things you have done for me; being there for me in all my tears and laughters. I love you all! The best one is yet to come! 

 

"Life is short, live it. 

Love is rare, grab it. 

Anger is bad, dump it. 

Fear is awful, face it. 

Memories are sweet, cherish it."


--and Baby, I rarely make promises, but I promised you and I will try to grow my wings in hopes that one day you need not carry me anymore. That one day, I will be able to fly side by side with you. Thank you for always being there! 
-Neverfailing-